I woke up too early this morning, before 4 and up and coffeeing by 1/4 past. It is now 11.30ish.
I have done a couple loads of washing, mowed some of the grass area, ride-on though so doesn't count as exercise...read some of my book, had a visit from the son, fed the sheep and chooks, spent too much time on the computer, did lots of nothing...and now I am tired. I will need a sleep this afternoon or will be sore and useless later on.
Anyway my thinking is that I am a thoughtless eater. I eat then forget about it. It's not until I tell someone what we have growing that I remember.
For instance, son came out this morning and he asked if the figs were ripe yet. I say yeah, I had 3 earlier. I then tell him that the grapes are nearly finished, I know because I ate a bunch. And then another. I also tell him that some bananas are nearly ripe and I had one of those too. But in my head I only had liver, onions and vegies for breakfast at half past 6. Geez, I don't know why I am so fat...And some more thought tells me I also had some cheese. And it's not even lunch time yet!
So, I eat too much. It's mostly real food, picked off the tree but still not needed. Some would say not good for me though because of the carbs and sugars but I don't follow those lines of thinking. I believe real food is way better than anything processed and too much fruit is better than any processed crap. And bugger! I have just seen the empty jar on the bench and now remember that I had the last of the Nutragrain while I was reading. Not even real food but processed crap!! What is wrong with me?!
Bum, it's raining...washing is getting wet, car windows are down...And even though it's not a lot it will be my excuse to not go for a bike-ride.
OK, I'm tired, can feel myself getting sore so off to have a shower before I can't then a sleep instead of more whinging.
Edit I woke at 2, feeling a bit stiff and sore but think I'll be OK. I cooked up some fish, just salt and pepper and steamed. Nice. Not sure what I'll have for tea yet.