The end is nigh, not the end of the world, that was last week. This is the end of this year. I have been contemplating the end of this blog, the end of trying to get fitter and healthier, the end of walking and riding when I hurt and the end of disappointing myself every week.
After more than 2 years I am not all that better off. Maybe a bit fitter but not enough to brag about. Same size as I was 2 years ago and seriously thinking it's time to get rid of those bags of clothes in the smaller sizes.
I am starting to think that a bigscreen TV, Foxtel and chocolate cake for lunch every day would be a nicer way to spend my time.
I don't watch TV though, we don't have Foxtel and I don't have a stove to bake cakes...Just as well really because it would be so easy to give up on it all.
I need to rethink things, come up with a better plan, implement the better plan...
I dare say I'll be back here next year, maybe even tomorrow...Maybe...
What do you think, is it worth continuing? Is it worth having sore hands and arms every time I ride? Is it worth the pain of walking? Is it worth going without cake every day?